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Tired of Trying
Tuesday, September 27, 2011 @ 7:05:00 AM

You rather spend time with them than your own family?!  And now you are blaming the innocent?  Stop blaming the innocent party, you are at fault here.  Now I don't even know if you will read this, because it seems that you don't care about me anymore... I know things that you don't even know that I know about, and it is not because of that innocent party, it is because I found out myself.  I am no longer your princess it seems... I never believed it at first, but now I know...

Do you know how your STAFF treat me?  They scold me because of the littlest of things.  Not only did you not defend me or comfort me, you stood on their side!  I am their BOSS's daughter!  YOUR DAUGHTER!  I was your little princess remember?  But ever since that stupid Grace bitch showed up, you don't have me anymore!  Stop blaming mum, she did nothing wrong.  YOU DID!  I was never angry with you because of what you have done to this family, but now, I am starting to feel the hatred and anger.  I HATE THIS!  You better try your ass off to make this right, because one more mistake, I will expose you!  I WILL NOT HOLD BACK ANYMORE!  I am ashamed to have you as a father.
Thank you! :)
Friday, September 2, 2011 @ 8:30:00 AM

I know that you will read this... I just know it, because you are such a stalker... :)
Thank you, for sms-ing me when I needed someone to talk to...
You are actually one of the greatest friends I will ever have...
In the future, I see that you will become a good person, not the vulgar and violent dude that I actually know :)
Most importantly, you would still be my friend... :)  The greatest friend of all...
I have known you since P1, you bullied me with, who was he?  Matt Seah?  Or whoever... :)
Squeezing me to the edge of the seat... Actually I love that seat! :) (*ok, goin off topic here*)
Anyway, after series of hatred, and threatens... ("that one aces day, you were.... and you.....) MWAHAHAHAHA
You became one of the first nice guy I have met, I would never thank you enough for being there for me when I needed someone to talk to the most.  Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!  Oh! And goodnight! ;)
Lost
Wednesday, August 24, 2011 @ 7:42:00 PM

Hi, its been a while since I have written... I don't know what to do.  I am lost, really lost.  Mum is going to china for a few days, cos she said that she needs time alone.  After that, she would tell me about the thing.  I have already found out what that thing is .  I don't wanna know.  Should I continue pretending that I don't know anything when she tells me?  Or should I tell her that I already know?  If I pretend further, what if i slip up?  What if she gets suspicious?  If i tell her, that I already know, she would ask how, and I would have to tell her about the iPhone thing.  She doesn't like that... she wouldn't!  WHAT SHOULD I DO?  I hate complicated things like this.  I hate this situation I am in... What should I do?
CAMBODIA!
Wednesday, February 23, 2011 @ 5:34:00 AM

Hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am going to CAMBODIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is for my school's CIP Internationalisation program for the sec 2s.
I cannot wait!  Maybe I would blog more!
I have a tumblr... so all you stalkers out there!!! come and follow me!
I am called "i-dont-wanna-speak"  juzz look for me...
I am the one with the cool blogskin... yea, that's me.
I cannot wait!  I am leaving on Sunday!
Ok, now I have to calm down and study for my test tmr...
ARGH! HISTORY! HOME ECONS! MATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :O
Complications
Thursday, November 25, 2010 @ 8:54:00 PM

I have not been updating for a while because of family complications... I found out sth that I regret finding out...  Now, I cannot turn back.  Now I have to pretend that I don't know.  Now, I have to act happy.  Why Me?!
THIS IS FOR YOU TOO LI ENN,
Thursday, October 7, 2010 @ 1:09:00 AM

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now i see the meaning of all this...
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Wednesday, October 6, 2010 @ 6:44:00 AM

Seriously?!
I really wanna beat you up and punch you, A.
Yes, you again, OBVIOUSLY!!!!!!!!
you are the only topic who I write about and number my posts!
That's how frustrated I am of you!
Yes, I am writing about you, A...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, October 4, 2010 @ 3:37:00 AM

I am giving up hope right now...
After trying your best to do sth, it all just crash because of someone...
Somebody irritating, annoying and stupid.
Someone you just want to kill by ripping her head off...
Yes, A I am talking about you
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@ 3:32:00 AM

Things don't come easy, A.
You can only get it if you work for it...
Listen to my advice:
You may be skinny,
But your tummy will always be bloated...
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@ 3:20:00 AM

Things will never go your way A, when you don't do sth, you get karma in return. That's what you get when you don't listen...
Be careful A, Watch your backs!



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I do not care about any criticism about me; I am proud to say that I am a dancer, I am a fan of music and I love my dancers and friends...
Whoever does not respect that, I do not care as everyone has their own opinions and thoughts. I am proud of who I am and that's that!

Info about my dancers Batch'13
14 August 2010 - YOG Opening Ceremony this day is something i will remember, something i won't forget, something i will not regret and something which would stay in my heart... I miss the sense of belonging in YOG. ♥

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This blogskin is proudly presented to you by Anna May with the graphic from The Fading Night.